He knows it's a shitty answer. Knows his feelings on whether or not he wants to eat are irrelevant in this particular context; he needs to eat, he hasn't eaten a damn thing all day. Shit, he hasn't really been eating great since he found out about Neil to begin with, like he's just...given up without the one major constant in his life gone, and isn't that something to unpack. But he doesn't want to. Doesn't want to think about any of it, keeps the whole thing at arms length because he doesn't know what will happen if he doesn't. So he smokes, and drinks, and at least doesn't pull back from the contact.
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He knows it's a shitty answer. Knows his feelings on whether or not he wants to eat are irrelevant in this particular context; he needs to eat, he hasn't eaten a damn thing all day. Shit, he hasn't really been eating great since he found out about Neil to begin with, like he's just...given up without the one major constant in his life gone, and isn't that something to unpack. But he doesn't want to. Doesn't want to think about any of it, keeps the whole thing at arms length because he doesn't know what will happen if he doesn't. So he smokes, and drinks, and at least doesn't pull back from the contact.
"I'll eat later or something."